My little baby
I spent the day with her yesterday
was cold put the fire on
read to her
laid with her
held her paw
gave her a little water
and then I placed her on the balcony in the sun for some fresh air
Told her I am going for a walk
and 20 minutes later i came back
and she was taking her last breaths

I buried her in the back yard
I miss her already
I cried so much
I am numb now
Right now I wish I had a lap to rest my head on and have my hair stroked
One part of me dosent want to sleep
knowing ill be waking up to her face not being there

She was almost 19
I got her at 6 weeks old
she was divine beautiful being
and I am blessed to have spent time with her
I told her it was ok to go
I sure didnt want my angel to suffer
Ty for your support
love and hugs em xoxo

That was a beatiful last day you had together.

I know you will miss her physical body terribly, but she is there, just behind a shadow, young and vibrant again and full of love to help her human pet on with her lifes journey till you meet again.

Be kind to yourself love yourself as Panda did, once the pain has eased a little you will start to sence her presence around you the love bond is to strong to be broken by the simple act of death.

My heart goes out to you this day ~ I have had you in my prayers since I read your first post and last night I lit my Memory Candle with you both added to my circle of love symolized in its flame ~ What a wonderful earthly life you had together ~ My Amber was nearly 20 ~ I know that place in the heart well ~ it will take time for you to adjust to being with her in spirit ~ be gentle and honor your grief ~ for in the ceremony of acknowledging loss there comes a transformation of celebrating life in the spirit ~ Today for you I know this may be impossible to believe ~ All you want is to hold Panda one more time and share another day with her ~ and that never changes ~ We feel that way because we love them so dearly ~ and the relationship we have shared on the earthly plane cannot ever be replaced or forgotten ~ the gift in this for me has been that I have learned to tune in on the spiritual plane and feel her here with me now is a way much more strikingly illuminating ~ I am so sorry for your loss ~ what a beautiful tribute you have written ~ such a precious gift is Panda ~ you love her so much and this very love is what ensures your souls to be forever bonded and true ~ and this will become only greater and more powerful for you in the days ahead and ever more ~ Please know that God holds you this day in the hollow of His hand ~ You are safe ~ Panda is safe ~ All will be well ~ May His face shine upon you and give you peace ~ Bless You Both ~ Sincere Condolences, Kathryn

I am sorry for your loss, but I am also happy that you were there for her at the end. It was a lifetime that the two of you spent together and although it hurts, you were both blessed. May your tears help heal the hole in your heart.

I am relieved for you and your Panda that she now has peace. It is so hard to lose what we love so much, but I like to think that the seperation is only temporary, and I count the days for a wonderful reunion! You obviously loved her very much, and I know how grateful she must be for you and all of the love you gave her.
As I also suggested to Lady's mommy, scroll down to the post entitled "Bring out the tissues for this one" and view the link posted there. I think you may find some peace in it.
Your friend in grief,
Kim

Ty all so very very much
I feel blessed by the love and support you have shown me
I awoke this morning and my baby isnt here
I have cried so much
I know she is free and at peace
but yes I miss her physical body
her purrs
her sweet face
she was an angel
now she just got her wings
love and hugs to u all
It helps to have people who understand
My friend Susan has been a huge blessing to me with this
Sharing her insight, pain and experiences even though it is raw and I know in her face at times
Love em xoxo