Hi everyone,
Thanks for all the replies in the past 48 hours, they have really smoothed this out a lot.
I just got back from taking Meatball to the vet for the last time.
I'l be able to pick him up in a week, but this time in a urn.
We decided to have him cremated, to keep him with us the rest of our lives.
When he died last night, in bed with me, he took a part of me with him.
So, in turn I snuck a hair clipping of mine from my last haircut between his front legs to be cremated too.
I felt it was just fitting,
David