How lonely I feel without you my pet -- I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOUR GONE I keep thinking that you will come back to me & yet I know that this can never be. 1 week ago tonight @ 6:30 p.m. is the moment you crossed over into Rainbow Bridge. I can not stay home -- I must leave this house before that time arrives. I've been so very depressed & unable to stop thinking about you my pet. Mommy loves you so very much Even though I feel guilty for leaving this house I just can't stay here & watch the clock. I keep re-living last weeks events over & over - it's such a nightmare. In time things will be easier to handle but today is a very sad day for me.
I know you are in a much better place. You were so good to me & daddy & we will miss u dearly.
Mommy will always carry you in her heart
*** ooo

Oh, I am so sorry about your loss! I just read another of your posts about Duchess and that heart-wrenching call from the vet's!!

I know you are hurting badly.

Just please know that in the realm Duchess is in, there is no sense of pain or distress of any kind--just bliss, and no sense of time or space. So when it is your time to join her, even though it's a lifetime away for you, to her it will seem like no time has passed, and there you'll be.

How did you handle the 6:30 time? I understand so well those markers of time!!!!!! Another member here, BabyHannah'sMom, had posted a poem about that entitled, "You Were Here," and even though it's been almost 11 months since my Little Girl's body passed on, it makes me cry every time.

God bless. You are in good hands here. Love,

Kathy

Dear LittleGirl's mommy,
Thank you for your soothing words of comfort. How wonderful it is to wake up & find a message of hope on my pc.
Last night was not easy but I got thru it by leaving the house before the time came. My husband & I went into the city to visit friends & I met with friends who had gone through the same thing. We spend most of the evening talking while must husband & his buddies played mutiple games of Darts. I was laid off from my job on Nov 30th so I do not get to go out too much with the exception of the occasional interview or food shopping. It helped me to pass the time & enjoyed myself for a few hours. Monday morning I plan on hitting the pavement with resume in hand & I'm gonna try and knock down a few doors. Unfortunately I can not continue to stay inside and grieve for my baby although I want to do just that. I'ts time for me to go seek employment like I doing the week she became ill.
What a year I really hope things get better soon. Anyway thanks for listening to me ramble on
Thank you for lifting my spirit
*** ooo

I know how hard it is when each week passes by since my little Snookie left this world here at home. I watch the clock and when it comes close to the time I lost my baby, I start cleaning the house and I do the laundry and things like that. Nothing takes my mind off Snookie leaving me and I don't even know why I think doing things can block it out of my mind. Maybe someday I will find comfort that at least she died at home on her own in her won surrounding in my arms.

I absolutely love what Kathy said How much more comfort can we have when we think like that!
Ann

Dear Ann,
Your words -- like Kathy's -- feel like a warm comforting hug
Thank u my friends:)
Duchie's mommy